2010 - Fuzzy Logic

I got the green light, I got a little fight
I'm gonna turn this thing around...
-Read My Mind, The Killers

It's a start of a new decade. And the ressurrection of a dead blogsite of 2 years!! I missed you, blog. You were an outlet that helped me interpret thoughts, feelings and general little details of life that mattered, and would have gone by unnoticed and undocumented if not for u.

I hardly relish in wearing my heart on my sleeve, but the notion here is not to lament or harp, but to share and learn.

Must. find. strength. Strength to overcome shadows of the past and to take that leap of faith in to a brighter and more animated dimension. Strength to climb up in to the open skies again.

I've realized that we are creatures of vulnarability and suckers of warm & fuzzy feelings. Friendship is fuzzy. The love between a man and woman is fuzzier. I love the word 'fuzzy' because there is a warmth and expression to it that is associated to a warm cup of hot chocolate on a cold winter's day, or the soft fur of your favourite teddy bear or puppy that you hug to sleep. It's what we thrive on and it feels.....nice.

When the fuzziness is removed, you feel like a sheep that just got it's coat sheared off - bare, cold and exposed. And it takes time for that fuzziness to grow back again... support from friends, family etc...but eventually it does. It's the cycle of things - humans need fuzziness to survive. Just as sheep need their furry coats.

....Sometimes though...when Mr Sheep's fur coat is not nicely taken care of, it gets filthy and all knotted and....spoilt. Sure, it's a thick and fuzzy-ish coat....but it's what u call - expired fuzz. That's when you need to shave it all off so a new and fuzzier coat has space to grow. =)

*baaaa.....*

May you all have fuzziness in your lives. It is what wraps the heart with warmth - and gives me a reason to smile. Every day. =)